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All This Time
02:48
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All this time you've just been counting down
Making plans for when you're not around
And taking shells out of this loaded gun
Screaming out until my voice is numb
so Just say you want out and we can
stop all this pain now
How many seasons you're not around
I spread your ashes onto the ground
All this time you've just been counting down
Making plans for when your light goes out
when you said it's like knives inside your mouth
And you can't enjoy anything like this now
Life running out inside your house
And your mood lacks all direction
because you said you wanted out,
but there's still so much pain now
How many reasons for bowing out
How can I cope with all this doubt?
Nothing standing in my way
I think of you every day
And if there is a better way
i Trust that you'll show it to me
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2. |
Watch You Go
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Letterman
03:01
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Look behind me then you'll understand
I'm not hiding any other man
To be honest I don't understand
How you spin me like a ceiling fan
There's no point in makin nice
I know the price
Cause I know all about the down and out, I get it
Cause even if I close my eyes and fantasize
It's never gonna help me admit that you're gone and to just accept it
Wear your pride just like a letterman
Wrap me tight I'm your rubber band man
I won't try you even tho I can
Slide on by without a second glance
so don't think that i'm excited at all
and you know that I've been dyin' to call
but I can't get involved
I don't wanna be here at all
do you notice at all
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4. |
Jump The Gun
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Big Blind
02:27
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I'm used to bein here by myself, I'm workin this out
I used to see her, now she's out there shaking us out
And if you wanna play cards you better be careful
Small blind big blind I will stack the deck cause
I know the dealer
Are we on the same side?
You put up the hearts and I'll put up both my aces
Not very far apart,
still on different pages
Spill out everywhere I can't keep from falling apart
though I wanted you
my intent was flawed from the start
AND IF YOU WANNA PLAY CARDS YOU BETTER BE CAREFUL
YOU'RE MY BIG BLIND I WILL STACK THE DECK CAUSE
I KNOW THE DEALER
ARE WE ON THE SAME SIDE?
YOU PUT UP THE HEARTS AND I'LL PUT UP BOTH MY ACES
NOT VERY FAR APART,
STILL ON DIFFERENT PAGES
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6. |
Nothing To Say
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7. |
Keep You Around
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8. |
You're Still in My Way
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9. |
White Shores
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10. |
I Want To Disappear
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